Tim O Brien: A Coward

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Tim O’Brien A Coward In an attempt to relieve some shame and guilt about his involvement in the war O’Brien writes a story about himself that he has never before told anyone, titled The Rainy River. The story starts off at the summer of 1968 when he was 21 years old and was drafted to serve in the army. Before he was drafted, O’Brien had taken a stand against the war by doing things such as campaigning for the presidential campaign of anti-war advocate Eugene McCarthy and writing college newspaper editorials against the war. O’Brien recounts his thoughts on receiving a draft notice, feeling that he was not good for war and should not have to because of his educational accomplishments. O’Brien in the story tries to leave…show more content…
Not to anyone. Not to my parents, not to my brother or sister, not even to my wife. To go into it, I’ve always thought, would only cause embarrassment for all of us, a sudden need to be elsewhere, which is the natural response to a confession.” This statement gives off a cowardly feeling setting the story in motion. A 21 year old O’Brien had what seemed a lot going for him. He graduated from college had a summer job and in comes a letter saying he was now drafted into the war. Not knowing what to do he basically tries to hide his draft letter and when his dad asks him what’s his plans for the summer he says “Nothing, wait”. He starts to think about running for Canada and then one day at work while doing his usual job of removing blood clots from the neck of dead pigs something inside him broke. He walks away from the plant, goes home and packs, writes a letter to his parents, and starts to drive north. At this point in the story O’Brien to the point of view of the people who read it seems like a coward for running away. He drives off not really going anywhere till he gets tired and stop at the Tip Top Lodge. He meets Elroy Berdahl, an old man who owns Tip Top Lodge and as O’Brien says the person who basically saved him. The elderly owner, Elroy Berdahl, rents him a cabin. Elroy does not pry into O'Brien's plans, though they are probably fairly obvious. O'Brien continues to feel…show more content…
O'Brien refuses the money, though he would need it if he did continue on to Canada. But Elroy tacks it to O'Brien's cabin door with a note marked "Emergency Fund. “During O'Brien's last day at the lodge, Elroy takes him fishing on the river. O'Brien comments on the thoughts that flashed through his mind. He sees his family, friends, his hometown and many others on the other side of the river at first cheering then he imagines them embarrassed for him. He imagines them saying, mean things about him being and coward and a letdown. O’Brien then starts to thing about jumping out the boat but instead stays there and starts to cry. The next day he says bye to the old man and leaves for home and is drafting. Is O’Brien a coward or does he have courage? Many people would think that O’Brien was a coward for running away from his fear, but is he really? Does he not have courage for going back and facing his fear? Does he not have courage for taking a stand against the war? O’Brien looks like a coward for running away but in the end he decides to go back and join a war he didn’t want to be a part of, this to me shows that he had a lot more courage than most thought he
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